Totteridge Sprays & Sheaves

At Totteridge Florist, we know how important it is to choose the right funeral flowers when saying goodbye to a loved one. Our hand-crafted sprays and sheaves are designed here in Totteridge, using fresh, premium blooms and a gentle, caring touch that comes from years of experience as your local florist.

Whether you need a classic double-ended casket spray, a simple tied sheaf, or something more personal, we create each piece to reflect your loved one's character and your family's wishes. We regularly deliver to homes and funeral directors across Whetstone, Woodside Park and Finchley, as well as along Totteridge Lane, near Totteridge & Whetstone Station and close to Brook Farm Open Space.

Our expert team can guide you on flower meanings, colour palettes and appropriate styles for cremations, church services or simple family farewells. For urgent needs, we offer reliable same-day delivery in and around Totteridge when you order online before 3 PM.

  • Thoughtfully designed sprays and sheaves, custom-made in Totteridge
  • Trusted local service for Whetstone, Woodside Park & Finchley
  • Compassionate advice from experienced funeral florists

All our funeral bouquets, sprays and sheaves are created in-house, so you can trust that what you choose online is what will be delivered. Let Totteridge Florist help you express your love and respect with beautiful, dignified flowers.

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SPRAYS/SHEAVES
This dignified sympathy spray, photographed against a clean, white background, feels as though it has been composed for a quiet farewell in Totteridge, perhaps for a service attended by close family and friends. The arrangement stretches in a long, tapered line, with its fullest point in the centre and a gentle narrowing towards the ends, suggesting movement and grace rather than rigidity. Deep red roses form the emotional core, their velvety petals slightly unfurling, interspersed with vibrant red gerbera daisies whose dark centres add definition, and clusters of ruffled red carnations that enrich the texture. Weaving through this crimson tapestry are bright lime green chrysanthemum pompons, each bloom a perfectly rounded sphere, their vivid, almost neon tone providing a fresh, contemporary lift that contrasts beautifully with the classic reds. Scattered delicately between the larger flowers are small white blossoms resembling daisies or gypsophila, which lend a soft, cloud-like lightness to the composition. The flowers are anchored by a bed of varied greenery: broad, glossy salal-style leaves form a strong foundation, while airy ferns and other fine-textured foliage create gentle movement and fullness. At the lower right, several long, blade-like leaves are arranged in a fan, echoing the spray's elegant arc. At the upper left, a vertical cluster of straight green stems or leaves rises, with a single broad leaf wrapped smoothly around them, adding an architectural, contemporary touch that reflects the refined style often favoured by Totteridge Florist. The finished piece offers a balance of tradition and modernity, making it an appropriate choice for casket decoration, a church display, or a prominent tribute at a Totteridge memorial gathering.
FAITHFUL GUARDIAN SPRAY
£75.00
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FLORIST CHOICE SPRAY
FLORIST CHOICE SYMPATHY SPRAY £100
£100.00
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FLORIST CHOICE SYMPATHY SPRAY £200
£200.00
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This photograph features a refined sympathy spray composed entirely in white and green, positioned diagonally against a bright white backdrop that underlines its clean, tranquil character. Dominating the arrangement are several white oriental lilies, their large, trumpet-shaped blooms opening outward with gentle curves, some fully expanded to showcase creamy petals and pale stamens, others still partially closed, embodying a sense of unfolding memory. Between them nestle lisianthus flowers, their papery-soft petals forming bell-like shapes that are predominantly white with a fine tracing of lavender or pale purple along the rims, lending subtle, painterly detail. Scattered tight buds on slender stems punctuate the design, like pauses in a spoken tribute. Supporting this floral canopy, the foliage is lush and thoughtfully structured: wide, glossy green leaves provide a deep, shadowy background, while long, narrow fronds radiate from the sides and lower edge, reinforcing the spray's tapered, flowing line. A few leaves near the upper section are carefully rolled and folded into graceful loops, reflecting contemporary floral design often requested by families around Totteridge seeking a balance of tradition and modernity. The spray flows from a broader, more rounded gathering of stems at one end, gradually narrowing into a fine point, as if gently guiding the eye along a path of reflection. The overall impression is cool, serene, and dignified, well-suited for placement on a coffin in a Totteridge church, at a crematorium service, or beside cherished photographs during a wake. It invites quiet contemplation, offering a pure, understated expression of condolences and enduring love.
SERENITY SPRAY
£75.00
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Shown against a bright, plain white background, this substantial funeral spray appears as a river of deep red blooms edged in green, flowing from a full upper left to a tapering point at the lower right. The shape is classic and reassuring, echoing the traditional casket sprays often chosen for heartfelt goodbyes. Large, velvety red roses are the focal flowers, many fully open, their petals layered in soft spirals that suggest tenderness and reverence. Nestled among them are smaller red spray carnations and carnations, their frilled petals adding complexity and volume, and bringing slightly lighter crimson notes that stop the design from feeling too heavy. Together, these reds hold the emotional weight of love, gratitude, and solemn farewell. The blooms are embedded in a dense cushion of foliage that provides both contrast and structure. Broad, dark green leaves create a strong, supportive base, framing the reds and helping to define the teardrop silhouette. Interspersed within this framework are round eucalyptus leaves in a soft, silvery green, their muted colour lending a calm, restful quality to the arrangement. From the slender point at the lower right, light green trailing foliage extends outward and downward, giving the impression of a soft, natural cascade. The overall impression is serene and composed, like something that might be placed with care on a casket in a Totteridge church or delivered for a memorial held near the leafy paths of Dollis Brook. Crafted with the practiced hand of a local florist, this piece expresses sympathy and remembrance with quiet, enduring elegance.
DEEP AFFECTION CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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FLORIST CHOICE SYMPATHY SPRAY £300
£300.00
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A beautifully crafted sympathy spray is displayed against a bright white background, its elongated shape angling from upper left to lower right in a graceful, crescent-like flow. The focal blooms are striking Stargazer lilies, their generous petals flushed with deep fuchsia-pink and edged in clear white, flecked with dark speckles that draw the eye into the heart of each flower. Some lilies are fully open, revealing their star-shaped silhouettes, while others remain in elegant buds tinged with green and blush, adding a sense of unfolding remembrance. Around them, vibrant magenta gerbera daisies bring bold, cheerful discs of colour, gently balancing the formality of the white blooms. Creamy white roses, both in bud and partially open, are tucked between the lilies and gerberas, whispering of love, respect, and quiet devotion. Ruffled white carnations nestle throughout the arrangement, their soft, plush petals giving a comforting, almost cushion-like texture. Tiny white daisy-style filler flowers weave delicately through the larger blooms, introducing lightness and intricacy. Lush greenery provides shape and contrast: deep green, glossy leaves support the flowers, airy ferns add movement, and long, slender leaves cascade downward, emphasising the spray's flowing line. The tied stems at the top left show the hand-crafted nature of this tribute, much like a thoughtful piece prepared by a local florist in Totteridge for a farewell at a nearby church overlooking green spaces. The entire design feels serene and heartfelt, ideal for resting alongside a coffin or at a memorial gathering, offering a gentle yet expressive floral message of sympathy to families across Totteridge.
SPECIAL THOUGHTS SPRAY
£75.00
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Photographed against a pure white background, this large sympathy spray takes on a serene, sculptural presence, its teardrop outline flowing from a generous upper curve down to a slender, pointed tip. The design is densely filled with pastel blooms, led by numerous pink roses in shades from the softest blush to a more confident rose pink. Some roses remain partly closed, holding their secrets in tightly cupped centres, while others are fully open, revealing intricate swirls of velvety petals that layer upon each other like soft fabric. Interspersed throughout, clusters of pristine white carnations or spray carnations create gentle pockets of brightness, their finely ruffled petals adding texture and a sense of softness, almost like small clouds floating between the roses. Beneath and around the flowers lies a deep green framework of broad, glossy leaves, likely salal or camellia, which forms a firm, elegant border and supports the overall structure. Rounded sprigs of silvery eucalyptus weave through the design, introducing a cooler tone and an impression of soft, natural fragrance. From the narrower end and along the sides, slim trails of darker green ruscus or similar trailing foliage extend beyond the main body of the spray, emphasising its elongated form and giving it graceful movement. The mood of the piece is calm and contemplative, fitting for a farewell gathering in Totteridge, perhaps placed near the front of a village church or in a quiet chapel overlooking the nearby fields. It conveys sympathy, respect, and enduring love in a gentle, understated way, suitable for moments when words feel insufficient.
IN YOUR HONOUR CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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A refined funeral spray in pure white and fresh green lies diagonally across a clean white backdrop, its elongated shape creating a sense of gentle motion and quiet strength. The focus rests on several large white Oriental lilies at the heart of the design, their trumpet-shaped petals fully unfurled to reveal soft, pale stamens, while a few tall buds stand nearby, symbolising ongoing love and remembrance. Around them, creamy white roses cluster in varying stages of bloom-from tightly closed, almost sculptural buds to more open flowers with layered, velvety petals-adding depth and a classic, romantic calm. Ruffled white carnations contribute soft volume, and white Gerbera-style daisies with discreet dark or yellow centres bring a subtle, contemporary brightness. Fine stems of delicate white filler blooms thread between the larger flowers, creating an airy, cloud-like texture and soft transitions. The entire composition is framed by rich green foliage: glossy dark leaves serve as a bold base; feathery ferns break the outlines into gentle wisps; and rounded eucalyptus leaves in muted blue-green add both visual interest and a soothing scent. Near the top of the spray, long, slender green leaves are neatly folded and bound, adding a hint of structure and craftsmanship. From the lower right, numerous narrow palm fronds flare outward, extending the design into a graceful, asymmetric sweep that feels both modern and timeless. The calm palette and flowing silhouette make this arrangement a thoughtful choice for funeral services, graveside tributes, or memorials held around Totteridge, from quiet gatherings near Totteridge Green to services in local chapels, where a serene floral expression of sympathy is desired.
SIMPLICITY SPRAY
£75.00
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Within this striking funeral spray, a story of sympathy and dignity unfolds-a vision brought to life by Totteridge Florist's skilled hands and keen sense of local tradition. White lilies, sculptural and luminous, greet the viewer with their open blooms and radiant yellow stamens, while partially closed buds offer a promise of enduring hope. Dewy pink roses enrich the arrangement with their gentle blush and unfolding petals, lending warmth and a personal touch. Hints of modern style arise from vivid green button chrysanthemums, their rounded shapes like drops of morning rain atop North London hedgerows. Textured white spray carnations fill in, softening the lines and creating plush, inviting volume. Clusters of scarlet red hypericum berries provide eye-catching contrast, punctuating the bouquet's palette and echoing the roan of autumn berries along Totteridge Lane. All these elements rests on a vibrant nest of green: broad, glossy leaves elegantly folded, delicate feathery fronds giving lightness, and long palm leaves cascading artfully downward to accentuate the arrangement's flow. Soft, diffused light bathes the entire design, enhancing its tranquil beauty and inviting moments of reflection. This arrangement, with its careful balance of classic blooms and seasonal colour, offers genuine comfort at memorial and sympathy occasions throughout Totteridge and the surrounding community.
FOREVER ADMIRED SPRAY
£75.00
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A stately blue and white rose sheaf is arranged in a diagonal, teardrop form against a stark white backdrop, much like something you might see carried into a chapel service near Totteridge Lane or laid gently in a quiet churchyard nearby. The composition is lush and carefully controlled, with around two dozen roses forming the focal band that runs from the upper left to the centre. Velvet-textured deep sapphire blue roses are interspersed evenly with soft ivory and white blooms, creating a balanced pattern of cool depth and pale light. Each flower is fully open, their petals unfurling in soft spirals that invite the eye to linger. Between these striking roses, airy clusters of baby's breath scatter tiny white blossoms, introducing a misty, delicate contrast that softens the stronger colours. Surrounding this core of roses is an abundant collar of greenery. Large, dark green leaves provide structure and a quietly formal tone, while bright green fern fronds lift up from the top section, giving a hint of gentle upward movement. Toward the lower right, long palm fronds sweep gracefully outward and down, outlining the classic cascading silhouette associated with funeral sprays and sympathy tributes. Here and there, small sprigs of bluish-green eucalyptus-like foliage add nuanced shades and varied leaf forms. Decorative bands made from wide, striped green foliage encircle sections of the arrangement, catching the light and highlighting the craftsmanship. The mood conveyed is one of calm remembrance and respectful sorrow, suitable for funeral services, committals, or memorial gatherings arranged through Totteridge Florist for families across the local community.
GENTLE THOUGHTS SPRAY
£90.00
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This image shows a refined sympathy spray laid out against a bright white background, its detailed craftsmanship easy to trace with the mind's eye. The arrangement is designed in a horizontal, elongated form, built higher on the left and gradually easing into a slender, trailing point on the right, like a gentle river of petals flowing toward stillness. Deep red roses, with tight, velvety buds and elegantly cupped outer petals, are placed throughout the design as focal points of devotion and remembrance. Around and between them, white carnations cluster in soft mounds, their many ruffled layers catching the light and creating a subtle play of shadows that softens the intensity of the red. The blooms rise from a generous bed of foliage, carefully arranged to support both the structure and the mood of the piece. Large, dark green leaves provide a sturdy, polished base, while eucalyptus in muted, silvery tones adds depth and a slightly misty, calming effect. From the right-hand tip, more delicate strands of greenery drift outward, echoing the natural curves you might see in hedgerows along Totteridge Village and the paths around Totteridge Common. The colour story of crimson, white, and layered greens reads as respectful and contemplative, perfectly suited for a funeral service or memorial gathering in the Totteridge area. The spray appears designed to lie flat on a coffin or resting place, offering a dignified final tribute. You can almost sense the gentle fragrance of roses mingling with the clean, green scent of freshly cut foliage, supporting a quiet atmosphere where family and friends can say goodbye.
FOREVER BELOVED CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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This image presents a long, graceful sympathy spray set on a stark white background, its diagonal placement creating a gentle sense of movement, as though it has just been carefully laid down. At the heart of the arrangement lies a generous cluster of deep red roses, their velvety petals layered in rich spirals, with some blooms still in the early bud stage while others are beginning to open and reveal their full, cupped form. Threaded among these roses are small, rounded Hypericum berries in a pinkish-red shade, adding a beaded texture and a delicate shift in tone that softens the overall palette. Surrounding this central ribbon of flowers, lush greenery is expertly fanned out: wide, glossy dark green leaves form a supportive base, while slender, feathery palm fronds extend outwards, particularly towards the lower right, lengthening the silhouette and echoing the spray's tapered, teardrop shape. Fine, linear stems of foliage weave through and beyond the main body of the arrangement, creating extra depth and an almost rhythmic pattern. At the top left, the stems are gathered and wrapped in a smooth band of folded green leaf, producing a clean, tailored finish. The result is a dignified, traditional tribute that feels rooted in the quiet greenery of Totteridge itself, as if it might be carried through the lanes near Totteridge Common or placed gently in a local church or crematorium, offering a heartfelt expression of sympathy and remembrance on behalf of family and friends.
EVERLASTING LIGHT SPRAY
£75.00
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Displayed against a seamless white background, this refined sympathy spray forms a long, teardrop-shaped line that feels both graceful and composed. At the broader, upper left end, a concentration of white and cream roses dominates the design, some buds still tightly wrapped, others opening into full, cupped rosettes that reveal intricate spirals of petals. Soft white carnations weave between the roses, adding billowy volume and delicate ruffles that lend the arrangement a plush, comforting texture. The flowers are nestled into a generous base of greenery: cool-toned eucalyptus, with its muted silvery leaves, contrasts beautifully with richer, darker greens that offer structure and depth. As the spray narrows, slender stems of trailing foliage extend outwards, giving a gentle feeling of movement, like a quiet country lane winding through Totteridge's leafy surroundings. The restrained colour palette of white and green bathes the piece in a sense of peace, purity, and gentle remembrance. It feels like the kind of elegant tribute a family in Totteridge might request from their trusted local florist for a farewell service, whether placed atop a casket or as a focal point near the altar. Subtle shadows and highlights on the petals and leaves suggest natural, even lighting, allowing the detailed craftsmanship and balanced proportions to stand out. Emotionally, the arrangement carries a message of respect, gratitude, and enduring love, expressed softly through fresh, beautifully arranged flowers.
DIVINE GRACE CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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A graceful, teardrop-shaped funeral spray of yellow roses and foliage stretches across a crisp white background, composed with the quiet care you might expect from a local Totteridge florist who understands the importance of a final tribute. The arrangement begins with a compact gathering of broad, dark green leaves at the upper left, some folded and wrapped into structured shapes that form a strong, verdant base. From this point, the spray flows gently downwards, tapering towards the lower right where long, palm-like fronds reach out in a soft arc, their narrow leaflets adding a sense of movement, like a slow, comforting exhale. Throughout the centre, a generous cluster of bright yellow roses is carefully nestled among the foliage. Some roses are still half-closed, their petals wrapped protectively around the heart of the bloom, while others open fully, revealing layers of velvety petals that catch the light in warm, golden tones. Among these roses, small clusters of round, glossy red berries sit on fine stems, offering a subtle yet striking contrast in both colour and texture. Their deep, cherry-red hue punctuates the arrangement, drawing the eye along the length of the spray. The clean white background emphasizes every detail: the sheen on the leaves, the faint ripples along each petal's edge, and the balanced, elongated form. This floral spray feels perfectly suited to rest beside a casket or memorial in Totteridge, bringing a gentle brightness to a time of farewell and quietly conveying respect, remembrance, and enduring love for someone dearly missed.
HEAVEN'S LIGHT SPRAY
£70.00
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Displayed on a clean, white background, this sympathy spray is shaped in a classic, elongated teardrop, with its fullest curve resting at the upper left and its tip extending delicately toward the lower right. The arrangement is densely packed with soft pink roses, their petals unfolding in gentle spirals of blush and muted rose, suggesting tenderness and cherished memories. Woven among the roses are numerous light peach-pink carnations, each with finely frilled edges that create a soft, cloud-like texture throughout the piece. A generous layer of dark green foliage supports and frames the blooms, with broad, glossy leaves forming a sturdy outline and finer, more trailing greens spilling from the tapering end, giving the spray a sense of quiet movement and flow. The colour palette of pastel pinks against rich greens remains calm and understated, perfectly suited to moments of reflection and farewell. This is the sort of floral tribute often chosen by families in Totteridge for funerals or memorials, perhaps placed in a local church or beside a photo display in a home overlooking the tree-lined streets near Totteridge Green. Even without scent, the image suggests the gentle perfume of fresh roses, softened by the cool, earthy aroma of foliage, bringing a hint of the garden indoors. Every petal and leaf appears carefully placed, revealing the skilled hand of a local florist who understands how flowers can quietly express love, gratitude, and respect when words are hard to find.
COMPASSIONATE FEELING CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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PINK ROSES
PINK ROSES SERVICE ARRANGEMENT
£90.00
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This striking red floral spray is presented on a clean white background, making every detail of its elongated, one-sided form easy to imagine. Designed as a classic funeral tribute, the arrangement begins with a concentrated heart of deep red flowers: roses with velvety, layered petals, some held in bud and others fully open, symbolise enduring love and honour. Interlaced among them, ruffled red carnations bring a soft, cushion-like effect, and open-faced red gerbera daisies with dark centres add a modern clarity, their petals radiating outward like quiet rays of remembrance. Here and there, small sprays of delicate white filler blooms, perhaps baby's breath or tiny chrysanthemums, create flecks of light and give the composition depth and breathing space. Near the top, a wide, glossy red satin ribbon is tied into a generous bow, its smooth loops catching the light and its long tails drifting gracefully down through the flowers, suggesting a gentle flow of memories. All of this rests on a substantial foundation of greenery: long, arching palm fronds stretch from the sides and base to define the tapering outline, while shorter, denser dark green foliage fills every gap to create a sense of abundance and care. Slim, fern-like fronds slip between the stronger leaves, adding fine texture and a natural softness that feels at home in the leafy surroundings of Totteridge lanes and gardens. The result is a warm yet dignified arrangement, perfectly suited for a funeral or memorial in the local area, expressing deep respect, love, and a tender farewell.
ALWAYS IN MY HEART CASKET SPRAY
£120.00
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SINCERITY SPRAY
SINCERITY SPRAY
£70.00
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This image shows a refined, double-ended casket spray presented on a pure white background, which allows the colours and craftsmanship to stand out clearly. The arrangement is long and low, full and sumptuous through the centre before narrowing gracefully at each end, created to rest along the length of a coffin and be appreciated from every angle. Dominating the design are rich red Oriental lilies, their large, star-shaped blooms unfurling with a sense of drama and strength, like a steady heartbeat amidst the more delicate flowers. Around them, clusters of cream, ivory, and pale pink roses nestle together, some tightly budded and others fully open, creating a soft, billowing effect that evokes tenderness and cherished memories shared over the years. Light pink carnations wind through the arrangement, their gently frilled petals adding extra texture and volume, while tiny white and chrysanthemum-like flowers fill in the small spaces to make the spray look complete and abundant. Cool, spiky blue-purple thistles and fine sprays of lavender-hued filler flowers bring in a hint of modernity and contrast, echoing the understated elegance so often seen in Totteridge homes and gardens along the leafy lanes. A lush base of dark green foliage, including shiny broad leaves and airy, fern-like greens, supports and frames the blooms, extending just beyond them to soften the edges and create a natural, flowing outline. Designed in the calm surroundings of Totteridge Florist, this piece feels like a gentle, floral embrace, ideal for a funeral service at a local church or for a quiet farewell gathering, offering comfort and a sense of dignified remembrance.
CARING THOUGHTS CASKET SPRAY
£160.00
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The image shows a beautifully composed funeral spray, laid diagonally against a pure white background, with the cut stems gathered neatly at the upper left and the foliage flowing outward toward the lower right. The arrangement is richly coloured yet gentle, featuring prominent gerbera daisies in shades of soft blush pink and bold fuchsia that instantly attract the eye. Around them, traditional pink roses with tightly wound, layered petals add classic romance and a sense of personal devotion. Nestled between these larger blooms, clusters of fluffy white flowers - similar to miniature carnations or chrysanthemums - soften the palette and offer a calm, peaceful counterpoint to the brighter pinks and magentas. Threaded delicately through the design are little white daisy-like flowers, evoking the lightness of wildflowers one might notice while walking through Totteridge's green lanes and open spaces. Small sprays of red hypericum berries are dotted throughout, their rounded form and glossy finish bringing depth and richness. Supporting the flowers is a generous base of greenery: broad, dark green leaves give structure, feathery ferns suggest gentle movement, and rounded eucalyptus leaves in a muted, silvery green tone hint at a cool, uplifting fragrance. From the lower right corner, long palm fronds extend in a gentle arc, reinforcing the cascading, spray-like form. The careful placement of each stem reveals the work of an experienced local florist, balancing texture, colour, and line. The overall mood is one of quiet strength and loving remembrance, making this spray a thoughtful choice for a casket tribute or a main funeral display in Totteridge's churches, crematoria, or family homes.
LIGHT IN YOUR HONOUR SPRAY
£75.00
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ETERNAL REST SPRAY
ETERNAL REST SPRAY
£70.00
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An abundant grouping of around 24 fresh yellow roses lies elegantly fanned across a crisp white surface, captured in a way that feels both natural and carefully composed, as if set out on the counter of Totteridge Florist before being arranged. Each rose displays its own character: some are tight, elongated buds with petals neatly folded, while others are in mid-bloom, their soft, velvety petals unfurling into open rosettes. The colour is a vivid yet soothing yellow, reminiscent of afternoon light filtering through the trees of Totteridge Green, with subtle gradients that shift from pale butter at the base to richer gold at the tips. Lush, dark green leaves surround and weave between the blossoms, creating depth and texture; a few leaves tilt just enough to reveal their gently lighter undersides, adding small flickers of contrast within the foliage. At one side of the image, a neat bundle of slender, light green stems extends outwards, reinforcing the sense of freshly cut, premium roses ready to be tied into a sympathy bouquet. The stark white background keeps the composition uncluttered and serene, directing full attention to the interplay of colour, form, and texture. This arrangement feels like a quiet offering of warmth and support-sympathy flowers that speak softly rather than loudly, ideal for sending condolences to homes near Dollis Brook or along Totteridge Village. The yellow roses suggest shared memories, gratitude for a life lived, and the wish for a gentle, peaceful tomorrow, all expressed through understated floral beauty.
YELLOW ROSES SERVICE ARRANGEMENT
£90.00
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